First semester results are out!!
I'm so glad I achieved my goal!! I was afraid i couldn't survive but i did! AND i proved some people WRONG. I'm so thankful to have my cousin who helped me during the initial period in NIE. I remembered once he said he would vomit blood reading my very first assignment essay. Subsequently, i managed to improve so much. Thanks to his guidance and concrete feedbacks.

I've officially opened a savings account! I'm happy I did. Alhamdullilah=) The thought of not having money on rainy days have been haunting me ever since I started working. It's scary. I shudder every time i remembered all those times my family was poor when I was a teenager. Working part time and studying full time before was such a chore. Working so much yet there seemed so much to pay for. Never-ending bills, food on the table, project money, everyday transport, and giving financial contribution to parents..>.<"

2012 seems such a fruitful year for me. Weee!! 2013 will be even better. Insyaallah, nothing is going to happen that I can't handle. Everything i had worked hard for, I'm going to make sure my parents have an easier life. It's only when i feel they have been taken care of, I can live and breathe without any worries.

The only thing I'm always been concerned about is the lack of religious activities after my grandparents passed away. I want to but I don't know how to.  Oh how i wish someone could pick me up and lead me in this direction. I want to feel there's something bigger I can reach. I need HIS protection. Everyone's fighting for their right to live on earth, but what about salvation after death? Everybody's going to be in the 5-foot deep in that same soil, yet our souls will go different ways. I hope 2013 will be the year I can deal with this concerning issue..