Term's ended and I'm feeling so drained out, emotionally and physically. Wondered how I went through without breaking apart. Suppression is really bad.
While doing the final essay on life stories, it really made me take a good look at myself and how I've turned out. Pretty overwhelming but I just don't know who to tell.

Sort of ran away from home yesterday and here I am back in my hall.  Didn't tell my mum where I was going. I just packed my bags and left.Why?
Because there is only so much crap I can take, and once I feel like I'm going to combust like a firecracker..I should just leave and calm myself down, ALONE time that is.
Someone should slap some sense in him. It's affecting everyone, it's not going to do any good to my younger brother whose rebelling at his age. I hope one day he realized this.. So disappointing. So so upsetting!
I'm only going back once I've cooled down.

In the other hand, I'm glad I've found some people who empathize and really understand me...I know I'm different at sorts, and a lot of people don't get me. I'm so self- contained in my own world, it's even harder to reach out. But they accepted me as how I am, helping me to get by.

They are my bricks, my support system.

Hoping to really relax and calm down during this term break. Time to break free.