I don't know how to start this post. Oh fuck it. The more I'm adapting to school life, the more further I am with my old life. Is that a good or a bad thing? 

And the more i realized there are quite a number of people who are close-minded with concepts of  "sociability". Didn't expect there are others who are not as accepting and approachable as they may seem to be. And  didn't expect them to start gossiping and spreading assumptions without any basis of proof that also creates an awful lot of misunderstandings. There is this term "Treat others as how you want to be treated". But this shouldn't apply to such people. Might have been my mistake to assume everyone's friendly and "nice". Or I'm just a little naive. But then again, come on, future teachers? Seriously????

Assignments are piling. And i'm surviving. School's great. Friends are awesome. Loving the routine. Loving my hall. Can't ask for anything more. 

I have no feelings of regret with my dating phase. It . just. ended. I can't believe how pathetic it sounds after I typed that out!!!! But on a bigger note, I do not harbour any intention of dating again right now. I guess it comes natural for me to focus on knowing myself spiritually. That I will not fall for another just because I need some kind of validation, or just because I'm afraid to be alone, or just because I need a little external  drama in my life. Or because I pity the fellow. That feeling of stability and serenity as Im experiencing, is all that I have been looking for and preserving for now. And if any guy that comes along,I want it not to be for all the wrong reasons.  And that is a promise I made for myself. Pretty selfish. 

...But pretty effective.