Hari Raya tomorrow?
Wow, I didnt feel the vibe this year. Maybe i'm too engrossed with assignments and homework and research. I'm having a little breakout too anyways. Left my contacts and my eyeliners in my hall, so I'll be wearing my fat glasses tomorrow. Doesnt really bother me, I've been wearing fat glasses for years.  I AM SERIOUSLY NOT BOTHERED ABOUT DRESSING UP FOR TOMORROW.

Living in the hall for the first week is scary. Made amanda stay on the phone with me while i went to pee in the toilet at 11pm. Missed all my friends. But after the third day, i got used to it already. Maybe because i accepted the fact that i have to try and survive on my own and make this change work for me. And school itself has been brain-draining on me. So fear was pushed aside..Thankfully.

The worst that happened was to find out that one of my lecturers..is strikingly racist and rude. Condescending to the max! Even from the first ever sentence she ever spoken to us. I am usually not the kind of student who would deliberately pick a fight with the teacher. But i felt soooooo strongly against the way she perceives us all. If there was a chance that i could express my own opinion, i would take every chance, and i did. Not just me but there were alot more of us. I know it will show in her bad side and deliberately try to fail us all (hopefully she is not that evil), but i really believed that she does not have the WILLINGNESS to build rapport with her students. No doubt that she is very smart indeed but it's such a sad thing to see that she couldnt make people like her 'smartness' due to her poor level of EQ, or no EQ at all. To the fact that we do not even want to look at her during class and ignore her when she talks.

Cause and effects. That's our reaction to her mean behaviour. I know she wants to control, but that's the negative and wrong way to do so. People accept positive, encouraging and justful dispositions from teachers. Not RUDE. Nor RACIST. Not ARROGANT.


It's pretty common sense. In life, i mean. Who cares if you're super smart, or rich, or pretty or handsome. If you treat people badly, they wont like you. Even animals won't like you!!