Yesterday i met someone i knew a long time ago. I suspected he knew me but wasn't sure if it was really me.( But how did i managed to recognize him at the first glance i looked over?) The point is, i don't like meeting people from the past.

I dont know why the sudden emotions i'm feeling all over. I'm irritated, displeased, and feeling distrustful and loathsome beyond means by the thought of guys. YES, Guys. At my age. Mybe i've heard enough, seen enough all these cruel things they did to the opposite gender. I'm just so sick of it.

No, im not keeping faith in finding the one right now. No, i don't do social dates anymore because it's a waste of my time. I don't care if i am wearing my smelly jeans out in public again. I don't remember the last time i shave my pits or wax my upper lip. I exercise when i want to and eat as much as i want to. I don't care. Because i don't wish to attract guys at this age. I chose not to; not because i can't. It's because i don't want to. I'm perfectly fine on the road of getting the things i want to achieve in life, and no guy is ever going to stand in my way of doing so. And no, i wont be blinded even if i'd fall in love again (which i don't even want to anticipate). And lastly, no one should ever try to change how I live my life. Because im keeping this peace and carefree existence as much as i can.

My baby turtle Cocoa is sick with fungi spots. He can't see the food properly because his left eyelid has a huge one. All four of his limbs including below his mouth is infected especially his left limb, not been eating well and keeping out of the water most of the time. He sleeps all day and woke up just to take a few bites. I've been basking him under the sun for a few days and putting the medicated solution in the water but recovery has been slow!!!And he's so tiny compared to the other one! OH PLEASE DON'T DIE ON ME!!!!!