Astrological studies show that Taureans are indeed emotionally confused and sensitive. Well, i wish to disagree but i find myself in turmoils that doesn't even actually exist YET. And yes, we seem to contradict our lives much than anyone would have suspected. Perhaps it's just the overloaded intuition we're born with. These so-called 'antennas' perk up whenever we sensed fake-ness, or sarcasm, or something funny. And we change our minds alot. Something that works now might not work later. So we change it as and when we feel secure with it. Hmmm. Just a random thought. Although I do not wish this astrology mess to dictate my life and faith in God, there's a little bit of accuracy in there. Just a little bit. Not always.

Lately, i find myself being very affectionate to turtles. You see, Mum bought two red-ear slider babies for Irwan but it seems like I'm the one who ended up taking care of them. Not that I'm complaining about the responsibility, but in fact, I've grown to love them. They recently got infected with fungi spots and respiratory infection which left Cocoa half-blind and i thought he is not going to make it. Always keeping out from the water and sleeping. Now sleeping seems like his hobby. Even before he got the infections, he's already been ALWAYS sleeping alot, except for eating where he will be swimming in the water. And that is just to eat. He still responds to me, sometimes begging me to pick him up. Been putting calcium solution in his water and i do see him drinking that a bit. Sometimes the way he sleeps scares me because he didn't look like he's alive but he keeps surprising me with the 'HEY I'M STILL ALIVE' look. He's been shedding his skin which is a good sign of recovery and growth. Oh i hope he recovers faster.

Keekee is the cheeky one. She entertains me her eye tricks on me (left eye closes, right eye opens, right eye closes, left eye opens, blow bubbles from her mouth) and when i stuck out my tongue, she give me that look that seems to say- WTF IS THAT?!
This is what she does: She used to run around when i put her on the floor but now she just stares at me and doesn't run away anymore. She treats my hand as a basking platform; stretch her legs and fell asleep. She sniffed my hand a couple of times and yawned really dramatically; i thought she was going to bite me, but she didn't and hadn't. And she'll hiss at me if i move her to a different spot. Maybe she'll bite me when she is bigger.

One time it seems like she is trying to talk to me. Her mouth gape for a few times and so i put her down in her water and she started eating her pellets. Guessed she was telling me it's time for a snack?

Work seems to be catching up slowlyyyyy. One day i might not have these idle times again. Since January is a slow painful pauper-ish start for freelance assignments, I'm trying to appreciate the time given for myself. (So much for being positive.) Since i decided on my path, i have to deal with the consequences myself. Well, I've gone through worse. This is just a phase! Cross fingers!

Recently i dabbled on man-bashing. It was fun and stress-free at first. But after that it got borderline boring because it only seems to work when i have something to say. And it's a fact guys my age are horny bastards, which doesn't make any argue point to all the men out there, they would have agreed with me as well. So i stopped and didn't feel the angst anymore. HAHA!! All these things I did. Interesting.