I don't know what i'm feeling right now. Disgust? Apathy? Disappointment? Gladness? What the heck did i do?! OMFG. It's a point of no return. No more. End. Zilch. No more going back to that state of mind Zima! Focus on moving on! Focus! Sometimes i wish i can slap myself REAL HARD that i get amnesia. Wish my past can disappear.

Realized that im rusty. It was back to work today with two new classes. There was intervention but i welcomed it since it's quite a long period of time that i finally teach again. Trying to adsorb as much as i can today. Improvise improvise improvise. Heck, i need to improve. ICANDOTHIS.