If telling the truth; made me run the risk of losing you, then yes..i have made that risk. But thank you for coming back.

I had no idea i was selected straight to NIE. I thought i had to be posted to a school first which I expected. Figured you don't always get what you expect. I can't deal with surprises that well. Paperwork's crazy. Just want to get over this stage. And I have to get used to the idea of living with a complete stranger a.k.a roomie, gosh.

I hope she's not one of those frail flailing girls. Gosh, they irritate the shit out of me. Erk. And oh, the fake eyelashes. Cockroaches on someone's eyelids. Don't mind if she is the religious type. She could pretty much get me back on track.