So the job sucks. A lot.I crashed(computer crashed, I crashed along with it, twice), I got burnt, I cried. Yes, I did. I hate it. I terminated my contract and I'm left with 2 weeks plus. Oh hurry up, time! I just want it to be done and over with! I don't know how many times I had a breakout due to it. I'm having a major one right now (ugh). I forgot how life was supposed to be fun. I missed fun.

The scs kids were great, but the chinese boys are rude. I tend to ignore the rude ones, it works. The malay kids were awesome, and could connect so well with them, in just minutes and they're already holding my hands. awwh. I can only see them again during the art & crafts session. I wish I could teach them. But heck, I'm still new, they won't easily give it unless they 'like' me..and I already find the planning was cocked up. oh wells.

I try to get over him but I still can't. I had tried to run away. I tried to distract myself, at the end of the day, it was still him I think about. Oh my god. What the fuck right? Ugh. I will still try to get over him, no matter how long it takes me. I have to. Dear god, please give me strength.