I didn't think it could catch up as fast as i can run

My brain is in another painful struggle.

I don't know which is intuition and which is 'thinking too much'.

Sometimes intuition backfires you and end up being part of 'thinking too much'.

It's like intuition is..similar to gambling.

I don't think people understands me. I'm like a walking contradiction myself. I stood for something fixed yet my mind keeps swaggering around so much. And then I try to console myself its just me thinking too much.I try not to ramble but this is what i've been trying to solve...

Those empty lines ..Empty spaces..The vision of it being a relatively distant speck in the air,so refined,so delicate.Yet it's s easy for anyone to miss it. The space between two people walking,not knowing there are certain chemicals in their bodies for it to be subjected to a measurement. When they finally turned to look at each other,the space becomes pepherically smaller, or wider somehow.

It's just so deep I can't explained it. But I always want to dig deeper and get to know everything about it. Peelings pieces by pieces,layer by layer,so it will eventually be exposed,undermined and exploited by all my means. Only then I will find peace to let it go and after understanding the facts and reasonings of it all. Only then I could rest.

xoxo

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