Thoery of Thoughts

I never should have said this...but I think i have an allergic reaction to very interesting and sociable people.And I get so caught up chatting with them that i sometimes...i feel exposed.Yanoe,i'm not a generally chatty person.And the side effects of intellectual stimulation leaves me no room to detect any emotions thereafter,except for the numbness due to a volcanic crack in the skull.

I don't know if i settled with more reflective moments,or i was glad that i had a very stimulative range of intellectual thoughts in my head now or etc..And i don't know if the other person was at the same page as i am.Like-that's when my paranoia starts to kick in.For example if i were to say something back in response to whatever that person has said,i might never know if a person decides to take it in another train of thoughts.And if the person has came up with another perspective,it gives me more pleasurable things to discuss and throw at each other!

Its like one of those Ellen D's shows but putting them on repeat mode.Not that I don't mind,but..

Sometimes i need jabs to make me NOT get too excited or ovestimulated by clever conversations..I need those propane-like cooling stuffs mixed in coffee.Yes coffee makes sleepy(I have a reverse effect on caffeine.Don't tell me,yes.i know it's weird).

Boy oh boy, i think I adsorb too much brain waves it got to me real tingly up in the brain stem,it hurts.LOL~I think it's time for me to hit the pillows..

xoxo

zimzim~