I am a perfectionist.And particular.No doubt about it.

And when i decided to lent people my stuffs,even it's minor like a box of pins or whatever,i expect it to be returned in is original state.Nothing should be missing and definitely NOT LOST.Because as a kind soul i want to ease difficulties,but if ppl dont seem to give me respect,esp in terms of MY things,I will definitely not be a kind soul and definitely get REALLY MAD. But its not my fault that i'm patient.But when my patience is tested,i definitely definitely fly in a rage.

I was THAT close of being incredibly inconsolable with anger just now during fitting. And i never EVER treat friends any differently. My things are the most important tools for me.Every single thing has its worth and purpose to me.Esp for the type of person i am. I HATE HATE HATE IT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE FUNNY AND LOST MY STUFFS.No apologies can be accepted unless it's been found(i don't care how and where the person found it) or newly replaced.

I don't care being called The Biggest Anal of all Anals.When it comes to my stuffs,no one,NO ONE EVER MESSES with it.Not even my parents dared to.NO ONE.ARGH.