eleventhirtytwo thoughts

Gosh i just realized something.

There will be friends who YOU think you are close with,ended up knowing NOTHING about you and start assuming stuffs about you which are entirely untrue,and they start gossiping with each other,behind your back but never told you anything that they are not happy about..and acted as if nothing ever happened as though you're just one of those bitch topics they always had in their conversations.

And there will be just 'casual' friends who actually knew alot more about you than you think.Who knew when you're stuck with a problem,who knew how to empathize and console,who knew how to listen and talk considerately.Its just that you guys don't hang out alot with each other but they seem to really know what's goin on.

When faced with a situation where you just need to make a decision to choose which type of friends you would rather have,I'd say I choose the second group.

I don't want a circle of friends who wants to control each other's time and physco each other to be the same.I also don't want to change my opinions just because one of them has a different opinion than mine.Isn't it better if people lead their own lives without dictating on anyone's about how they should live theirs?It's common sense isn't it?That's the problem with cliques.You tried so hard to level each other and strive for status quo that you end up being backstabbed by them.Either you ended up better in a way,who knows its probably the reason why they have been acting so fake to you these days.