OhTheBrightnessOfANewDawn..

Somehow or rather,when a person went through so much downsides in his life,its the only time he will realized how strong he really is to reach up again. Sometimes life puts you in a test to see how well you can put up with all that hardship. I guess life's unfair,when some people had it easy to find money(just ask mummy or daddy whattt).Only to waste it away on clubbing and shopping.When some people scrimp and save and starve just to have enough fare to go to school and not miss any classes.

Life is so ironic,isn't it.Only to find ourselves in desperation,at the lowest point of your life, to realize what's important to us,who our real friends are,and what are our strengths. It takes one to be in a big fat hole in the ground to really wake up and see what we are really doing to ourselves..And to make things right again by pulling up the rope that's called courage and hoist ourselves up again.

Two more months to go before graduation.I'm already on my 4th outfit.One more to go and all the necessary alterations for the other outfits had to be done quickly after that.I'm already catching up alot on the progress.I was let down by my own fear of failure before,oh the big fat hole in the ground.. but I managed to psyce myself up to make things right for my future. I had pulled up the rope~~

I wonder if there are any way to slow time down.It would greatly help in matters of other projects..like the e-portfolio.I mean I don't understand the logic about doing an e-portfolio.I rather do a ' on paper' kind of portfolio mannnn..Its more,how to say..original.Sure e-portfolio saves paper and money,but having to spent ALOT of my freaking time on the lappie till late at night and the next day I woke up to panda eyes and stiff neck.It's NOT good for health.I feel OLD waking up like that all the time.

I took a swim at Changi Beach the other day.Its beeen a longgggggggggg time since I swam. It feels good.Refreshing.I feel happy. It feels awesome. The waves and the coolness of the water at 8am in the morning.The crisp air,the weather was perfect.The water was green and clear.I think I need to swim more.The vibe feels nice is my system.

I cut my hair.I hate the dry ends.I end up chopping a whole lot of it. Now its short.But it's okay,I'm always more comfortable with short hair.I think its just in me.I prefer it that way.Cropped.Looks younger,fresher. I don't care if any guy(or girl) doesn't appreciate the beauty of short hair.As long as I love it.That's all that matters,isn't it.I should start taking in things that I liked about myself than trying to change just to put myself next to others. I know it's going to be hard,alot of girls have those moments of fleeting thoughts,but I guess we all have to learn.

peace~

xoxo
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