I finally feel free. Options came flowing with ease. Oh these things i do. Insyaallah. Will get the perfect job. Soon. Alot of social pleasantries are also exchanged over the week. I havn't felt like this for the past three months!! Invigorated!

I won't know till i stop, but definitely it's too late to stop now even if i needed to. Every second of breath, there's a hunger to find another step, another way towards my calling. Every idle sleepy thoughts, there's me walking down the street with a triumphant smile and then ;waking up, looking at the mirror, wishing i still had that smile all the time; thinking " I'll get it, damn i will". Every day, thinking of ways and ways to get nearer to my dream. No im not going to change my mind, no i'm not giving this up, until i succeed. What's the point of living but not living the life you wanted? Everything's for happiness.. right??