At times, i wished i hadn't cared so much. Or perhaps, i need my own digging hole to pour out these issues and that no one asked me why.Sucks to be feeling and thinking so much. This receptive thing bothers the shit out of me. And when u needed a friend, they are just not there for you.What's the point of caring so much then?What's the point of TRYING to say it? Screw this.Whatever.