I finally figured out what i wana do in my life.i need a new goal.i cnt just stop here. I got the first duck.I need the second and third to come behind,right? Degree.Fashion Design. Next year intake.Which is mid-year.. Applying for mendaki study loan as well. So for the next 5-6 months, gona work as crazyyy hellll to save up enough money for expenses esp. for the overseas trip..Means no more impulse shopping.No more fine dining for the meantime..think i can live with that for a while..I guess i hadn't been THINKING about the future that much,been contemplating on further studies but hvnt really act on it..It's a good timing now.Next year definitely would be a good fresh start..Go zima, go!


and the thing about being with people(esp new) is that, you gota adjust and keep an open mind.I'm still trying to work on that.But having said that..i've always been myself.the good,the bad,the embarassing ones too. I know i'm quite a handful. But i never lied about myself. Sometimes,it's harder on people to accept who you are,strengths, flaws and all. But if it happens that you were being judged for the things you do, or say, or just being you, then,i rather treat them with indifference..i know all the consequences of my actions..but i'm not afraid to face it..the only thing i wished is that they are as just being as themselves when with other people..no facade.