First day of raya was so tiring!!It's not because of the travelling but the fact that the night before we were all still doing some more cooking and springcleaning.And i had three presch classes before that. Have been sleeping like a log these days..Quite suprised that my cousins have all grown up. They are even taller and than me! My toddler cousins are all big too..That's how long we have been not seeing each other. I wonder if the younger ones before still remember who i am.


I got a nagging thought in my head. I feel apathetic... And it's bugging me because i can't force the focus back in. Guess it's just a part of me that thrives on cheap thrills..When it doesn't excite me anymore,it's just too boring to bear with. I mean i don't mind the slowness of the whole thing,but can it be more fun like how it started?It has turned..too safe.Or so i thought...