The thing about being able to build friendships easily is that, people tend to get close to each other fast. My dear cousin told me that he was actually envious of me for being able to do so. But what he doesn't know is that THIS has its downsides too.. Friends i had before; they crashed and burned,in and out of your life... they(or me, in just one time..) fell in love, they changed and moved on.. There's not much longevity in it. It won't last. Things used to be so..open and warm ,and it felt great when you know alot of people, but still..at the end of the day, you will know who sticks with you and who doesn't..=)





Went for my belated birthday dinner at lau pa sat on wednesday, organized by my dearest colleagues.. So schweet kannn!!Sure brings back memories of the last time i was there. And the full moon was hanging low on the sky which i was besotted by it.They were lots of bright colourful lights hanging on the trees.. Gosh i always loved the atmosphere there. Food was great. SATAY!!!..And there was an action-packed show going on too.An ahbeng kia fighting with a mat conteng... Truly a climatic piece of shit...



Today was 'A-lonely-time-in-zima's-life' day... when i get to spend soooo much time aloneee in transition from schs to schs. Lesson learnt. Next time should make plans in between. Can't stand the only voice, talking to me in my head.
One p1 student claimed that I was his DAHLING. WOAH. And when i asked him about his mother, he refused to see the similarity in the term and said.. "my mummy is my mummy. but you are my dahling." And he even told his classmates loudly infront of the form teacher.clearly i was embarrased by the declaration, even if it's from a kid. Cos to him,that's still SOMETHING.

xoxo

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