Monday....sucked. And finally i realised..who my true friends and allies are. it all comes down to who really bothers to stick around to share your happiness or sadness. Who is willing to hear you out or make you feel happy, just once at least..or cheer you up on a certain day when u just feel like crying your eyes out on something. Who bothers to soothe you with advises instead of criticising your actions or judging you, backstabbing you,or making you sound like a complete asshole..Till this day, i realised all this. Overwhelmed?Yes..alot.So tired of thinking..so tired after finally getting the BIG picture.


It's like a huge jigsaw puzzle,pieces by pieces they came to join each other. Seen too many coincidences too much faking hear too many sides of the stories..when is this going to end?Seriously? I can't always be a listening ear to people, i can't always be the one people depend on, this is too much. What about my own needs?my own problems?who's going to be MY listening ear,who is going to be there when I need help?
When God's gift is patience, people always will always try to malign it.


gosh, THIS IS REALLY EFFING DISAPPOINTING.