This is the first time i'd ever spent vday alone. Tell ya the truth, in this alone-ness, i found the crazy bitch back, but in a newer version. In quiet assurance to be exact. Tossed those inhibitions i had, and all those feelings like 'i have to keep up' bla bla..I figured..it's all bullshit now. Like seriously, walloping bout it and wasting my time thinking what i could have gotten instead of what i can get right now and what i already have. Self-relevation much?

On this exact vday i pampered myself with awesome hair mask therapy and ate chocs, put essential oils(lavender!!my fav) on my skin and watch tv all day,will lull myself with my fav music to sleep later...Ah indulgence..

Going for the company dinner tomorow, on my OWN. Even though i'd never been there,but i'm sure i can find my own directions to that place. Yes i can find it on my own..ZIMA YES YOU CAN!

Rock on~

xoxo

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