Life's a little 'stagnant' these days. Not much excitement to derive from this, since everything has been put in order,emotionally( i think). There is just this stilness that i can't seem to shake off, though, apparently it did made me feel good somehow, ya know; the calmness. Like being back to square one. The start of something new where there is innocence in it. gOSH, complexity much.




I think it's time for me to give an opportunity for me to receive than give. Time for me to let things grow on its own. It has left me ripped open, vulnerable and slightly overwhelmed by my own actions. So i need this time alone, i guess.. Its like, being in this healing bubble, protected, and feeling safe. That's where i want to be right now. Self-preservation.




Going to a gig soon. Manda thought it would be a good idea cos it's been so long eversince . Bestie's goin to Japan next week.



xoxo
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