Let me reform my own life.

I need to find my santuary. My own place.

SOMETHING TO CALL MY OWN.

not shared by insensitive & rude sister's or brothers'. JUST MINE ALONE. N no one to nag at me or ask me to do things which im obliged to do, like as if i'm damned if i don't do it, and if i have done it, don't expect more, and appreciate it what i've given.

I WANT MY PEACEFUL SLEEP EVERY NIGHT.

I WANT MY OWN BED.

I WANT MY OWN PRIVACY.

I'm running out of this hell hole to find what's mine. I just want to face my own calling. Is that very hard to understand?!

I am getting rid of the all the people who pulls me down, restricts me and judge me. The ones that refused me of all the things i wanted or needed.
And i know i am capable of much more, that i am capable of receiving affection. Not from these people whom i've called 'family' but from myself and my OWN LIFE.


I NEED A NEW BEGINNING.

xoxo
zimzim