Okay right now i'm effing restless. I just have to do something. Start something. Be in something. I can't stand being still for once. Or doing nothing. I'm starting on another collection. Been immersing meself with books and music and watching people, trying to hook myself up with an inspiration/s. Been planning though,bout what my next step is,the next transition. Mostly about life, i guess.

I sorta feel like i had to make a big decision soon.. regarding what?? i have no idea,it's just intuition..

Heavy emotions drained me. Such as the topic of love comes to mind. Had an interesting conversation from a very good guyfriend recently. A guy's point of view is very confusing. Trying to understand is like..hitting oneself wif a rock. Face it. A girl's mind is different from a guy's. But in a way, it's a revelation to know a guy's thoughts- from a guy himself. Bt yeah,it was draIning for me.

xoxo
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