Okay..so i'm feeling alot better these days..It was a good idea to cool down and resist the temptation(s) to scream..or kick..or destroy something..or practically pull all the hair out of anyone...Lucky for me i have a job to distract myself and make me forget the angst and disappointments.And i'm getting to know alot more about my colleagues..and yes,i definitely had fun working with them. Totally enjoyed our lunchtimes.Just now i ate with susanna and alex in the staff lounge and we played table foosball(if that is what they called it..)It was freakin' great.HEH.
Going to a friend' gig this saturday with sharina and two of my colleagues..Hopefully will be able to bump into farid and his mates there too.That'll be cool..I just want to chill and relax..It'll be a longg weekend because monday is a public holiday..WOOOOO~will be out shopping that day with farid and fana..i miss those two crazyheads..
I realised there is no point to explain myself, or try to justify anything that has already happened. Things just fall apart,it takes two hands to clap. If subconsciously we try to make it better,but end up the other way around..what's the point of fighting it. Let it be,i guess..Why do we have to try so hard. What's the use if obviously there is no changes to it. There's no point for people to ask me to do something when obviously deep down inside I knew there isn't going to be ANY difference if i did..So let me ask again..what's the point? A tat of thought.heh.Random.
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