PRE-ECLIPSE

Interview is tomorrow.SHIT i got no idea to wear. Probably my pencil skirt i sew during first year and my black 'almost' formal shirt. I gota thank sharina for getting me the job.I feel so restless sitting at home.argh. Oh Holy Job of the Desk,please distract me from my crappy thoughts..

Okay zima.Time to get serious.No more flirting around with people. Dont' put funny ideas in people's heads...Time to find a good job,make money,improve self, reach higher grounds. And go Tokyo.I can't live like this any longer. Finding trouble,looking for 'fish' to tangle the worm to. And then, get bored,restless,go to other fishes.AHAHAH.like.literally. How many times has this happen to me already. I end up alone again anyways?! HAH!

WHAT THE FUCK AM I GETTING MYSELF INTO?!

like..seriouslyyy?!?!?!!?!?

I miss school. I MISS GARY.I MISS DESIGNING PATTERNING SEWINGGGG=(

Gona sleepover at fana' this friday.Her mum just bought a new sewing machine. I am sooooo gona meddle with it. To release all that pent-up frustrations...

Argh. Fucked.Screwed.Just shuttup zima.shuttup.