I'm sitting on the couch at 8.30am in the morning..doing what??I have no clue..Maybe i slept early yesterday..But really,i don't think it was THAT early to begin with. Maybe because the weather is bein such a bitch these days. It's almost impossible to sleep peacefully with the midnight heat that seems to surround you,and oh!imagine the sweat you didn't realized you've collected under your pits. I am pissed with the weather forecast too.They told us there would be rain,you know that icon with a lightning,it sounds pretty good to me..but its A LIE.Don't ever trust the weather forecast in the Channel 5 news.Never. It's all a gimmick to buy umbrellas.And smiles.
The fashion graduation show was okayy..Not really that bad but still,i wish there were improvements,especially on the organizer's part.Not only there was this short,biatch-y and rude fella as the time-keeper.(I swear i wanted to shove his mouth with my boots..),the whole fitting should accomodate the whole cohort's timing.Ok back again to the time-keeper.Maybe he's not at fault for having a cocked-up list,but still he should practise self-restrain and a good dose of professionalism. And the dressers,OMFG, have the least amount of attention span ever.One second they are helping you to keep the accessories,the next second, they dropped it and gawk at the male models. It's no wonder people like me can lost an item(or a few) backstage. But i got it back,thanks to Hyd.
The food reception was great!!At least i'm not complaining on this part. There was pasta,mash potatoes, Haagen Daaz's ice-cream!!!There was jello too. But the pasta was frickin' yummy...And the mash potatoes...and the ice-creammm...And the jellooooo....Or maybe i was frickin' hungry.HAAAA~
I'm gona miss my friends alot. Especially the ones who I've gone through ups and downs with. They deserve good karma in life.
Some friends just want to be merry and have fun and when they knew you have a problem,they just fly awayyyy~if you get what i mean...And there are friends who only get to know more of after the school days are over. It's ironic. Cos during school seasons, we never really want to get to know each other or didn't have the time to..
I am really thinking hard about my future. I got at least a month to think before the convocation. In the meantime i have to rework on my portfolio stuffs, etc..I really wana nail my first job. Which i haven't yet decided..
Other than that,my lovelife is a mess. Or prolly something I don't really wana care much. It turned out like a deal that didn't got time to prove of. It's on a standstill, literally. There was one time which i could break through the dryness, but it was all in my imaginative mind..And there were days whereby i stood by my ideals,not wanting any guy who fall short of a quality, in my case..qualities; (plural.) to get in my head. Because..not only i knew what kind of person i wanted, i really don't want to waste other guys' time! It's better to just give them the truth and not keep saying to myself maybe he's the one,because deep down i know he's not..It's all in the chemistry,when i know it is,then it shall be.Apart from it,i rather not anticipate who i may end up with..
xoxo
zimzim
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