Something.Old.

Something about having conversations with old friends is 'wierd'..

Somehow..I don't even know what to say... 'hi? hello?how have you been?....errrr..dah makan??'

Especially with those whom you are not really close with before,those who..well...generally knows how you were back then,.how you looked like in the past,what you have done in the past.

It drives me to a state of deja-vu,like when I'm toking to him/her,it feels like i was behaving like who I was BEFORE.Which in fact,i wasn't actually trying to, the imprintedness of the past just got to me!!

And the most wierd thing is..I always get dreams of this particular friend.Random shitty dreams...Eventhough we have not met for a longggggggggg time.No contacts or whatsover. And now I coincidentally 'found' this friend in msn..And we talk like.omg i swear to you,like I never had such an open conversation with someone i'm not even close to in the past!!It was lighthearted and suprisingly nice.Which I thought it wouldn't be(because of my idea of having conversation with old friends are....awkward).

And i think im pshycic.heh.random.But yeah,dreams meant something I guess.I don't know what but it surely represents something!Good things i hope!!

xoxo

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